Thursday 7/7

It's Thursday and I spent the day with Taylor, mostly helping her clean snake and lizard cages. Nasty, huh? Today I'm struggling because I'm realizing my bad qualities again. Three in particular.
1. My lack of ability to let people reassure me in troublesome situations.
2. My skill of overthinking most things.
3. Pushing people away or thinking I've pushed people away.

These things may make me perfectly imperfect but I feel like it all gets in the way of my development as a child of God.
I want to worry less.
I want to trust people more.
I want to learn to read people better. Everyone wants things. The problem is getting them.
Most of all, I want patience. Maybe if I keep telling myself that everything will fall into place, I'm loved and wanted, and that I just have to keep taking life one day at a time and ill get through all my struggles it may actually sink in. I want to believe. Patience is all I want for my life right now.
3 days!
Bless.

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