Saturday 6/18

So, its summer and after a long week of working at Girl Scout camp and bagging a babysitting job for a couple of my camper's parent's I am DEAD. Plain and simple I am so exhausted. I went to bed last night at 8 p.m. and woke up at 7 a.m. because of my stupid alarm. I then slept for another 3 hours. I had a terrible dream that I was as Girl Scout camp packing everything all up in a storage unit and I pushed a box which fell on my neck and when i woke up I couldn't move. I was in an ambulance with my mom and I imediately told her to call my boy. I was paralyzed. I woke up crying because in the dream I could feel the rest of my life shifting into a whole different gear in which I couldnt move. I couldn't walk. I couldn't run. I couldn't dance or live life like I wanted. So today, no matter how crappy I feel, I would like to take notice of all paralzyed kids out there. They are an ispiration to me and im sure alot others. I cannot even imagine trying to live life without walking, swimming, running, dancing, or anything else that they cannot do. I don't think I would ever be able to deal without either. They are all in my prayers. I had a great time at camp this weeks. Everyone keeps asking me "Do you even get paid? why do you do it if you don't get paid?" I do it for the kids because I honestly love working with kids. They may be difficult and a pain but so were all we when we were little. None of us were perfect children. We made a fuss over little things and thought the whole world was out to get us but we grew out of it. All we can do now is be patient knowing this when working with little kids. So to end this blog entry I am going to try my best to post one entry a day everyday this summer besides when I am in Mexico. 

Bless.